CFS Sucks

Sometimes I can handle it without a thought. Sometimes it gets me so down I cry with frustration.

I knew it was coming. I haven't felt like cooking or eating all week. I stayed up an hour later the past two nights and now I'm paying the price. That's all it takes. Another day wasted on being sick instead of taking a vacation.

I woke up at 5:30 this morning, and I knew I still needed a lot more sleep. I felt drugged. I called work and said "It's a bad day. I'll try to be in later". My company is incredibly patient and understanding of my situation. When it was later I woke up, called work again and said "OK, maybe I'll be in this afternoon". I'm now thinking I won't be going in at all. Maybe taking the day off will recharge Lily.

I need a vacation.